Nagging Thoughts

(from 8 October 2006)

Nagging Thoughts:

-After spending a night and a day with one of my friends, he turns to me and out of the blue says "Why are you so---nevermind" and then changed the subject. That was nearly two months ago and I still want to know what he was going to ask me.

-What will I tell my sister if she doesn't get into Madison? I dont' even believe she wants to go here. I want her to go wherever she'll be happiest, period.

-Would Ginger still be healthy and here if we hadn't first gotten into that car accident and then if dad had taken better care of her?

-I'm afraid I don't want either of my parents at my wedding. They can't be in the same room together because they hate each other so badly, but it goes beyond that. I'm afraid my dad will taunt me all day and I'm afraid my mom will wear black.

-How would my life have been different if I hadn't been raised in a house where 8 was bedtime, only G movies were allowed, and the rules were never negotiable?

-My mother says I don't respect her. She's absolutely right.